CHANGE OF PLANS

Well, you know what I realized today? I love this skin too much to just not keep it on my bloggie!!! So instead of using the skin I made, I summited it to Blogskins. And I am gonna keep my promise of summiting more skins, cause of now I have only 3. The thing is, that if I want a higher rated skin, I need to summit them separately, so I'm sending in skins once a week, and I will post here the link to the skins when I send them.

So here it is, my third skin, named Close This World, Open The Next. If the skin reminds you of my second skin, it's because I used the same base code.

HTML CHANGES

I finally fixed the links to Fiona's, Lotus', Jose's and Mei Chin's bloggies, so you can go there now!! ^^

I also added to new members in my Blogosphere, Kate, and Miss Lotus (not to be confused w/ A~Lotus!) So please visit their sites.

Well, that's all for now, see ya later.

OK, WATS UP W/ THIZ?

Nothing much going on, I'm almost done w/ my new skin for this site, planning on putting it on this evening. . .

Well, I'm lost to why I can't go to these sites, but I can't. My browser says they don't exist.

Ambiguity Lotus' Life in Snapshots

Jose's Burnt to the Core

MeiChin's site

Fiona's Rave Xtreme

If you would please go to the side menu, find these links, and see if you can go to them, and tell me if you can. I don't know if it's their sites, or if it's my browser and I can figure it out through your co operation. So please leave me a comment if you could or couldn't go to their sites, I'd really appreciated it. . . wait, what if you can't come to my site? I guess I'll figure it out by if you leave a comment or not. . .


Bye! Gotta finish my skin, I'll post my other skins soon in Blogskins community.

SKOOLZ OUT!!

Hey people! School's out and I guess I should be happy, right?

Well, before I get to my ranting of sadness, I should point out that I'm a little happy. . . Some of my older friends have graduated! Just like to say congrats to Larusso, Asako, Tray and Josh who are part of the graduating class of 2004! Hope you all have fun off at college!!

I'm also happy to say I've passed all my classes with A's and will be a Junior next year! Yay!

SO. . .

I'm not happy. . . I should, school's out and I no longer have to worry about it for 3 months, but school being out just means I have to stay home. I'm grounded, but I have no idea what I did. That's right, my dad went off again. . .

Yesterday, Jonathan asked me if I could help him study for the Chemistry final, an especially hard test. Ok, sure. So that afternoon I asked my dad if I could drive to the radio station (where Jon works). He said ok, but that I had to wash the dishes first, so I did, and I was off. Help Jon study, then Josh, Jon Marc and his cousin showed up and we were just messing around, and chatting online.

Then I saw the clock and started off to home because it was almost 10:30, and I needed to get some sleep. Guess what? I show up and all the doors are locked. I knock and my dad starts yelling at me. I was like WTF? He wouldn't let me in the house, and he shouted that I could sleep outside for all he cared. I was really mad, what did I do? Nothing whatsoever. My dad just snapped. I didn't know what to do, so I called Lizzy on my cell and she calmed me down, told me not to panic and to go to see Jonathan's dad and to call her again when everything gets situated.

I drive to Jonathan's house, knock on the door and his dad answers. I told him my situation, we prayed and we both went to my house so that Jonathan's dad could speak to my dad. My dad yelled at him and said he doesn't care were I go, that he doesn't love me because he thinks I no longer care about him. What!? I still love my dad, even though we've been through hard times. After a few words were exchanged my dad agreed to let me in. Jon's dad asked if I'd be alright, and I said yes, but I would call if anything happened.

Well, after he left, my dad made me cry. . . He shouted and screamed at me. He said I'd never be a true Christian, that I should have never been baptized. Then he started making up crap. He said accused me of beating him! How could I do that!? I just wanna know why he said that, if it isn't true. . . I'm too scared to hit my dad, he has a cane that he'll use on me, I should know. . .

I called Lizzy again and we spent almost all night just talking, and she encouraged me and I felt better. Sometimes just talking to someone you trust helps, even though you can't solve the problem.

So things really look bleak. . .
I just don't wanna be here anymore . . .
not in my house.

OMG BLOGGER IZ NEW!!!!!

Man, I've must have been gone for a long time, blogger has a whole new look!!! Everything looks so, well, bubbly and bright! *squints eyes* And I also looked through the new templates, some of which are pretty cool plus they are all free.

Ok, enough of me bragging on blogger, now for what has been going on. . .


ONE AND A HALF WEEKS OF SCHOOL

Today starts the infamous "Dead Week" at our school, which for those of you who don't know, means NO HOMEWORK!! Yay! I'm just goona do some light studying, take my finals next week, and summer!! Can't wait.

Also at some point in early June I'll redo my website w/ a skin of my own that I've been working on, plus upload some skins to Blogskins.com, cause of some emails from the blogging community that they want more "anime" skins. I just have to say I'm sorry I can't make a new skin every week, I do have a life of my own people!!

To all my friends in my blogging community, HELLO AND HUGS!!


VAN HELSING

Yesterday I went w/ some friends to see an awesome, but Cheny (cheesy and corny put together) Really liked the movie and recommend it to anyone who like comedy, horror, and crazy plots. The movie is about Van Helsing, a hero/murderer that works for the Catholic Church to abolish all evil from the world. His next assignment: Destroy Dracula, his three wives, and their millions of babies in Transylvania. I'm not gonna ruin the movie's ending, but I do have to say that Dr. Jekyll/Mr. Hyde, Frankenstein and some werewolves do run around in the movie also.


Bye!! Hope you are all feeling good, and have had an awesome weekend. Also don't feel bad if I don't visit your sites, I'm kinda busy w/ school and all, but I'll visit your sites everyday during the summer!!!

BET U HAVE ALL BEEN THRU THIS

Yesterday, for the strangest reason, I was depressed. . .

The strange reason is that I realized that I still have feelings for a girl that I thought I had gotten over one year ago. . .

Here I am on the phone again and...
Awkward silence is on the other end
I used to know the sound of a smile in your voice
But right now (right now) all I feel (all I feel)
is the pain of the fighting starting up again

All the things you talk about you know they stay on my mind, on my mind
All the things we laugh about they'll bring us through it every time
after time, after time

Don't say a word, I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign, say anything, say anything
Please don't walk away, I know you wanna stay
If you just give me a sign, say anything, say anything

Some say that time changes, best friends can become strangers
But I don't want that, no not for you
If you just stay with me we can make it through

So here we are again
Same old arguement
Now I'm wondering if things'll ever change you
When will you laugh again, laugh like you did back when
We'd make noise til 3:00 A.M.
When the neighbors would complain

All the things you talk about you know they stay on my mind, on my mind
All the things we laugh about will bring us through it every time,
after time, after time

Don't say a word, I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign, say anything, say anything
Please don't walk away, I know you wanna stay
If you just give me a sign, say anything, say anything

I'm fallin, I'm fallin, I'm fallin down
I'm fallin, I'm fallin, I'm fallin down
Down...down...down

Don't say a word, I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign, say anything, say anything
Please don't walk away, I know you wanna stay
If you just give me a sign, say anything, say anything

(Please don't leave)
Don't say a word, I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign, say anything, say anything
(Please don't leave)
Please don't walk away, I know you wanna stay
If you just give me a sign, say anything, say anything


DO U KNOW WAT UR DOIN' TO ME!?

Just when it seemed that me and my dad were patching things up, today when I got home from a friend's house, we started yelling again. It's making my life miserable. . .


WELL, SOME GOOD NEWS

School's almost over!!!! YAY!

I'm gonna try out for da bongo drums in my new church band!!

I GOT BAPTIZED!!!


Ok, I'm busying right now, but I'll be sure to visit everyone's site tomorrow!!!

Later!